I was talking to a friend today and realized something. As of late, I have been in survival mode. I have been doing things just to get by rather than enjoying what I'm doing. It has lead me to be avoidant in a number of ways. It's a coping mechanism, but I don't like that it is a way of life for me right now. I want to enjoy what I do and be in the moment. My needs and expectations of what I think I should be and how I think I should be are getting in the way of being.
I need to start confronting that. Well, it is out here to the world now. I guess I should take my own advice and start with taking just 15 minutes every few days to look at myself and what I am doing. Time to start.
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